I was dreaming of you yesterday. I will never forget you. You will be always in my mind. You were the best babayi we could have. I'm thankful for every day we had together when we were a family and even when you lived by yourself.

you were the best. I miss you so much that it hurts.

babZ, it's new year now and you're not here with us. It feels so werid but we all know that we didn't meet these last years at new years anyway 'cause we were so faraway from eachother.
Just to be reminded of you and know that it's a new year without you I will have black cloths untill the "eyd" is finished just because I miss you so much and I wanna have you on my mind.

Babayi kopoli, happy new year...I'm still crying for you... miss you so much that it hurts...

It's not even light out,
But you've somewhere to be
No hesitation
No I’ve never seen you like this,
And I don't like it
I don't like it
I don't like it at all
I'm losing you, I'm losing you
Trust me on this one
I've got a bad feeling,
Trust me on this one

At this time I was with you, it was maybe two or three days before this picture, that I went back to Sweden.

That was the last time I saw you.

I am still dreaming of you and missing you so much.

Now we have a website for our band, you were the only person who always gave megood feelings about it...

I've been thinking of you latley. Can't believe that you're gone. Last year at this time I was in Kish Island with you for the last time. I never saw you again. I've been crying these days. I can't imagine that you don't breathe, don't smile and don't call us anymore . I miss your happy voice behind the phone. I miss it, when I asked you how everything was and you answered with the same happy voice that it was awful. Why did you leave us? We miss you so much. Rest In Peace Babai Kopoli.

I was sitting beside him just like this picture and was talking about how we are doing. I asked him again if he was happy with his new life. He seemde happy again and I asked him if he prefers to die or live, and he answered that he was reliefed, cause now he shouldnt think about those responsibilities and at the same time he never hated his life eaither and had fun all the time. Then I lost Ramin cause there was a man who was hunting him and I was worried, I had this power of flying so I started to fly to see everything from the upside and look if I can find Ramin hand save him! I wasnt sure about it so I closed my eyes and asked my father, there he was in front of me and told me that I shouldnt be worried about Ramin, he can make it, but he just should take his vitamin at the right time!!! Then I woke up and thought about the whole dream. I can't still undertsnad the meaning of it. But it was a good dream anyway :)

Sometimes when I look back in time, I can't understand if you really existed. Cause everything seems so unreal when I think deeply, that it makes it harder to believe that we actually had a life together.