Babayi, where are you when I need you? I always called you when something went wrong and after a talk with you everything felt good. You were the most postive and happy person I knew. Now I feel that I have no one who really understands me. I need you so much right now. You can't even imagine. I can't stand with all this shit anymore. How people react, especially those who are most beloved. I can't stand with it anymore. Come back...